Thursday, May 24, 2007
♠6:35 PM
I'm going out tomorrow ,
and so is everyone else .
who gives a damn about
stupid Chinese O-levels .
I do okay .
I want an A in my bag !
Sigh , depressing mid -year results ,
I'm ready . Depression
Stupid
fill in the blank ,
i hate it when she gives me all her
righteous motherly bullshit , which i obviously
don't take up to , but yet i'm kinda forced to sit
through it in much disdain .
doesn't she get it , that i don't like her ?
Gosh , and all that gossip . Gossip and gossip .
it's as though one day or an hour without it would kill ,
and she'll shrivel and dry up faster than a prune ,
though taste not as sweet as that or a raisin .
Not even close .
Or at least don't twist the gossip such that it's either
grossly exaggerated or fabricated .
do you have any idea how much i dislike her ?!
yet i've to hide it all behind this facade , pretend to smile
and make small talk , whilst inside , i'm recoiling in disgust .
I hate it , i absolutely hate it .
Go screw someone else ,
i'm too perfect for you .
Ps . I hate your fat body , your fat face and your destituition .
You are so
not sexy so drop it already .
I'm irritated , i'm really irritated .
there's this censored part , so if you really
want to know , drop a note .
Rachel has read it , and so has hosanna .
I feel the startings of a sore-throat ,
it'd better go awaaaay .
and what would you do had you known ?banish me from your thoughts ?or heap lie on lie
; this is why i'm hot